Im sick. She's sick.
Nadia's been upset lately.
Syu's getting free drum lessons.
Sham's gay.

Music Telepathy jamming soon.
Fish & Co soon.
Selera ramadhan soon.

Now im bored.

I guess, life is moving on.
but even if it does, nothing wont be forgotten.

what used to be, will still remain.

hope this road leads to something better.
loneliness be over. may it be.

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aniways.

i just recently finished my one week contract with the JL expo sales.
the band never got through talentime finals, so yeah. i dont care.
im starting work at marina square's john little tomorrow, and the attire is in pink colour. i dont care.
and i dont care for now, because im still so happy. and i do not know why.  

oh btw, i passed my results. got all Cs.
and here i was thinking i'd fail geomatics again. so yeah. go radi go!

cant wait to fast tomorrow. weeee! :)

The new band has found its name.
From today onwards we are called 5th Sigma.

Playing to any rock genres. Aslong as there is piano, drums, bass and guitar in it. :)
Btw we are playing PIECES for tomorrow's audition with a little add on intro! Im so excited!

Well here's something done by us. Titled it Piano Drama.



Hope you all enjoy! Feedbacks are most welcome. :)

Been busy lately.
Can also say, that ive been lazy to update too. :)

Aniways.

Yesterday went cycling with nadia and syu at ECP.
Our initial goal was to cycle to nadia's house then back again.
But syu was feeling tired already so yeah we turned back.
On the way back, we stopped to enjoy the beach scenery.

I found out yesterday, that syu was the most dangerous cyclist. :P

SHE'S DANGEROUS I TELL YOU! HAHAHA!

After all that we rested at burger king and had our dinner.
Sat there for about an hour or so. then headed from home.
First, we accompanied syu at the bustop, then we headed back to nadia's place to take my guitar.
Her mum asked me to come in, but i didnt. it was quite late and i really was tired.

So yeah. headed home. :)

This friday will be the BE-SD TALENTIME AUDITIONS.
Been practicing alot lately, hopefully we can go in. Along with everyone i know who's auditioning.
We will be playing the song PIECES by SUM 41, either that or THE SCIENTIST by COLDPLAY.

Also, work's gonna start next week. I cant wait ah! Weeeee!

WHO WANTS FREE STUFFS? SHHHHH! HAHAHAHA!

The question to the answer above is, its been 3 days and do you miss nadia.

TODAY

Went to school, met up with carmen and sher to study for the nxt paper.
After that they camwhored and later i went and accompany sher to clarke quay to go get her pants.
Ate LJS, and thanks to sher i was so full. Cause err i kinda ate her meal too.
The chicken was too hard to chew on, but then again its such a waste to let go of good food.
After that, we all headed for home.

Ok keep in mind, next time i shall bring nadia to THE CENTRAL !!! =)

LAST SATURDAY

Celebrated syu's suprise birthday picnic at the beach. Brought my sibs. But we only started celbrating after 7.
Cause nadia and i planned the whole thing the night before, we were quite unprepared.
Though it was all last minute, everything went well. Got the muffin, the pizzas, the birthday card, the spot.
Sent nadia home first and took the last train.

Once again, happy 17th birthday to her once again !!! =)

LAST FRIDAY

Had D-DAY at the usual vivo sky garden. Only this time i brought along my siblings.
But earlier before that, went to meet up with nadia and kailing at bugis.
Kailing called us a family. The spongebob family.
Met up with syu and sham later at vivo. Then bought 1 and a half dozen donuts.
We played truth or dare till late. Then headed home after that.

I managed to disturb this 'gay' couple and even ask for one of their number. But no im not gay !!! =P

CURRENTLY, NOW

Where is she. 3 days is long ok? Should i call her?
But no, i dont wanna bother her. She's prolly studying for her paper.

Oh well. I shall wait.

Not having your handphone with you kinda sucks.

the aunties at moberly, really spoiled the day!

nadia, wasnt satisfied and she was quite upset. oh poor thing.
nvm. next thursday the jamming will be free.

stupid aunties, i wanna take the mic and stick em into your noses!

look what you've done to nadia, curse you stupid aunties!

im not the same. i guess its because im thinking too much.
i get hurt and paranoid easily. im afraid if this keeps on i'll lose everything.
and definitely, most importantly her.

so i talked with nadia last night. its the same old situation i always get stuck in.
it really spoiled the night. and i was really to be blame for it.

also i was quite dissapointed. she would not join the talentime with me as a duo.
(in the beginning i lied to her, but in the end, i opened up to her)

cause i remembered and so does she..
during the 1st time we met, on that very day we both decide that we would both join the talentime together.
but yeah. i have to understand. and really, i do understand the situation. and its ok i guess. its not her fault.
she's sad that things changed and she's really sorry about it.

also, last night, she even asked me to decide for her whether she stays in or drops out of sham's talentime group.
(for your information, sham's group consist of mo and her too)

cause she's afraid i will get hurt.
i cant say i wont get hurt, neither can i say i will get hurt. its too early.
but i told her, that she shouldnt drop out just because of me.
if mo wanted her to be in, then she should, cause yeah its for the best.

cause i wont hold her back, i will never.
but yeah i will always support her all the way through.

well, quite alot happened last night.
mo even asked a suprising question.
he asked whether i love her.

*sighs*

whats not meant to be, is not meant to be.
i shall understand. and all i can do now is hope for the best.
now, its just a matter of faith.

aniways. had the 1st band practice today with sham's new found band.
and yeah, we all did quite good. bravo! :)

ok i better start studying already! tomorrow i shall!

i rather be drowning than swimming away
that something bad will never change
i swallow regret & i hope for the best
cause this is all that i can do

the day has come to a close
and noone knows what we know
noone knows

i cant explain whats making me stay
ive fallen to the same mistakes
like all good things they never last
the past is past

now this is why i never try
to make it seem that we should leave
this is why i never try

i must confess, im not impress
but there's nothing worse, than losing you
i must confess, im not the same
like all good things